Trust the Lord to give each one his portion. I thought this morning instead of taking one text, the Lord
didn’t lay that on my heart at all, I felt to read you something in the Word and show you how the Lord
opens up the truth to me. Would that help you? Many people say, “I read the Bible and it doesn’t seem
to mean anything. I just read it and I maybe get one or two thoughts.”
But, you know its possible to read the word of God and when the Spirit of God moves with you, He will
break it all to pieces and get you on several lines of truth just from one little passage of the word. So,
that’s the way He’s been teaching me to read.
Several years ago, I was reading the Word and the Lord stopped me and said, “How readest thou? How
are you reading?” Well, I knew it was the Lord. I know when He gets after me cause I know how His
voice sounds. It isn’t a real voice, but its something inside of you, it doesn’t have to be something you
hear out here. How many know the voice inside? Of course. And how many know it has tones and
inflections too? It has real tones and inflections. And He just said it quietly to me. He said, “How are
you reading, how readest thou?” Well, I thought, I’m reading like I always do. I’m reading Your word
and hoping you will speak to me through it and I want to be helped by it, and fill my heart and life with
it.
I thought, how should I read? Tell me how to read the Word. Well then, when I asked Him this
question you know, He’s very courteous about it. He had no business to say, “How do you read the
Word” unless He was willing to tell me how. So I said, “How should I read?” Well, He told me there
were three methods of reading the Word of God.
Now, there is one that is “perfunctory,” that is, you feel a certain obligation since you are a Christian to
read the Word of God. Well, now, that’s a very good thing, but after all it doesn’t get you very far. You’
re doing it purely from a perfunctory act of being a Christian and, therefore, you think I must pray and
I must read the Word. Well, that is good, but it isn’t the way He would have us to read because there’s
no inspiration about it. It’s perfunctory. You are reading the Word and some people can’t rest unless
they have read thus much. As I said the other night, some people even before they go to bed they have
to read a certain bit of the Word or something or other or they’d probably have a nightmare. I don’t
fuddle around with such stuff as that. And so they’ll get out of the bed and open the Bible, and still half
asleep, read something in the Bible to kind of satisfy that superstitious thing in them. How many know
what I mean? And then they feel they are clear, and can sleep. Well, how many can see there is nothing
inspiring about that at all. There is nothing inspiring and there is nothing for God to work in a heart
with that attitude. They are perfunctorily reading the Word because they’re supposed to read the
Word. Every Christian is supposed to read the Word. Well, if that’s as far as you’re going to go, then
go on. You won’t go to hell, but you won’t get anywhere near God, because you are doing it merely as a
perfunctory act of being religious.
Now every once in awhile I run across the “marathon” reader. You know what a “marathon” reader is?
They read so many chapters a day and so many chapters on Sundays and six extra verses on
Wednesday and then do it all over again and over again as long as they are reading the Bible. How
many have ever heard of them? I run cross them every once in awhile. “Marathon” readers. Well, I
ask them what in the world did you get out of it. They tell me, “Well, nothing, you know. I just read the
Bible.” Well, I tell them, if your exercising reading, get the almanac and read that. It will be better,
because that won’t do you the damage that you’re receiving reading the Bible this way.
I think it’s right to have some kind of system about your reading. If God is leading you to read certain
portions, certain books, let’s say we’re taking up Ephesians or taking up Philippians or something, stay
in that book until the Lord finishes with you. Then take another portion that He wants to lay on your
heart.
Now, there is another fashion. It is what I call a “traditional pattern.” Having read the Word, and
having read the stories, read the parables, read the gospels and you know the Epistles, by and by we
have a general, very good conception of what they hold. That you can start the gospels, and you read a
parable, and you can say that’s a parable as Matthew puts it. Now this is all technical. Then you read a
little bit more and know that it is in John. Read some more and that’s Luke. Well, that’s good to have
also. How many see the technical aspect of that right away? We are becoming letter conscious. You
are becoming very conscious of the letter of the Word and its position. That is good, you must have
that as a background, but don’t rest in that. That is not yet feeding you. And so when you read
traditionally, you read all the while with an anticipation.
When the Lord stopped me, I was reading the story of the raising of Lazarus. I was reading that
wonderful story of the household of Mary, Martha, and Lazarus, and how Jesus came and the
conversation between Martha first and then Mary. Martha made the first contact, Mary makes the
second. But, if you make an analysis of it, both repeat the same, because they are both of the same
attitude and the same mind. Well, I was reading along and waiting for something. Do you know what it
was? “Lazarus come forth!” How many know that is the great climax of this story. Well everybody
reads along hastily to get Lazarus out of the tomb. That’s really what they want to get, and so I don’t
blame people. I’m not too harsh, I’m just amused at people that’s all.
But, why do people read certain scriptures? You read certain scriptures because they bring a certain
reaction to you. Now, if someone wants the inspirational thinking that there is the miracle and how
wonderful it is that He wrought this miracle, you read the story of the raising of Lazarus from the dead
and there is a miracle. Well, what do you really find? A great lift when He says, “Lazarus, come forth.”
How many see the climax right away?
Alright, now in your build up to that climax, you have left undone, unfinished, unattached at all, oh so
many beautiful, wonderful bits of truth in there. In their conversation, in the way they approach, in
the reason why one appeals to Jesus before the other. All of that is perfectly there and purposely
designed and purposely arranged so that you read it before we come to “Lazarus come forth.” I got so
interested in that chapter I don’t know how many days I was reading it. Days! Imagine spending days
reading one chapter.
Well, people would ask me what kind of a reader I am. Well, I’m a slow reader. I can take a chapter
and I can move around in that chapter for days. I forgot all about Lazarus coming forth, I got so
interested in what was going on in that chapter and how the Lord was handling these people and there
little conversations and what He was saying. I got so enthralled because it was all spiritual. I was
getting a terrific spiritual lift through it. Finally I thought, where is Lazarus, we better get him out of
the tomb. So I read on a little farther and we got him out of the tomb. And I said, “Well, dear Lord,
think of reading for days before you get him out.”
Now you see, people can read traditionally because they get a certain reaction from the reading.
Originally it gave you a lift and so you like to have that lift over again and so you read it again,
repeating the same emotional reaction from it. Do you get it or don’t you? Yes, well people have found
that out, they know how we’re made and so they have made little bookmarks. I’ve seen them, you have
too. When you are blue, read so and so. And then when you are starved, read so and so. And when
you are in difficulty, read so and so. How many know these little book marks like that. Well, how did
anyone know how to make them? Because they know how people generally react to the truth. And so,
in order to help they just say, well when you are blue and discouraged, press a button and out comes
the truth. How many see it? That’s a kind of a mechanical way. It’s good. It will help you, but by and
by you depend too much upon the mechanism of the thing without having anything that is original and
inspiring and fresh.
So the Lord said, “Well now, don’t read that way. It’s alright, you may read it, but don’t expect Me to
meet you in it, because you have closed the avenues. By your attitude and anticipation, you have
closed the door for me to come in with anything fresh because you knew just what was going to come
anyway.” Do you get it? Well, knowing all that is coming, how do you know but what the Lord wants to
stop you and say, here look at this verse. But no, we don’t. We just read along because that’s the way
the story goes.
I said, “Alright Lord, you’ve showed me about two ways NOT to read, how should I read?” He said,
“When you approach this Word, it is your attitude that counts. Never approach it like any other
literature in the world, because it isn’t anything like any other literature in the world. This book isn’t
like any other book that’s ever been printed in this world, because its content is the Word of God. It is
God speaking.” Well then, if I approach this word and I keep in mind this is God speaking, I must take a
different attitude from merely reading it, because it is interesting. I must read it because the Holy
Spirit who has written the Word is the interpreter of it and it is possible for Him to arrest my attention
all along the way at any verse and call my attention to it. And the Holy Spirit then has time for what I
call “inspiration in reading.”
Christians have come to me so many times and told me they are Christians. Only a couple weeks ago a
dear sister came to me and said, “I’m a Christian and I love the Lord and everything, but I don’t get
anything out of the Bible. I read I suppose because I have to. I’m a Christian and I read it.” How many
see the poor dear? She had never had any little instruction of how to read the Bible and to be open to
God.
Now let me help you here. In the reading of that Word, keep your heart open. It isn’t so much your
mind that is now analyzing every third word. I know that technique too. We have to have that in
scholarship and in study, but I never see the Word of God for a real help as I do in a study, because in a
study you have to do analysis and word values and all that. A teacher should have that. I’ve had that
for years, that’s my old methods. I know that. I can’t get out of the Word what I do unless I do that.
But, I’m talking about my general reading, of my precious sheep who read. I have to be a shepherd
over them and I do a different kind of work from you. I’m not expecting you to do my work at all and I
don’t want you to be trying to do what I do. You just stay put in whatever little pattern you have and I
stay in my little pattern and that is the only way through.
So I find that it depends upon my attitude. Then the Lord showed me something else. He said, “It’s
your attitude of heart that governs not only in your word but in your prayer life. When you come to
seek me, it isn’t the prayers that you are making.” You have to have your prayers and say and repeat
the prayers because that is a release to a certain urge and an emotional drive in you that wants life and
truth and God. Now if that urge is really as it should be, the depths, I would say the core of the thing is
inarticulate. That is, the real core of the prayer that should be birthed in you and in me is not articulate
in words. It has to bind its expression as best we can through words and then Paul says it gets so
intense that even words won’t do it, it has to go through groans and cries. How many see what I mean?
I mean that the core of that prayer, the core of the desire in there, that is giving birth to what we call
our prayers, “and now dear Lord you know how I am.” That goes on and He listens to it of course, that’
s alright but that doesn’t entertain Him too much. Well I said, “Why Lord is that?” He told me it isn’t
your words that you are saying, it is your heart attitude. And in your heart attitude you either close me
or you release me. How many can see that is quite possible.
Even before your words are spoken, even before they are formed in any kind of a conscious sentence,
the attitude of your heart, when you come into the Lord’s presence, the attitude of your heart is either
releasing Him or it is closing Him in. Those are things I find as I walk with God. I discovered those
facts and they are principles, they are things that pertain to our spiritual culture, to our spiritual
education, to our development in grace, and to our growth in God. We have to know these things or we
fumble along like children untaught. That is why we have teachers.
To me a teacher is not just someone who studies the Bible and gives a Bible reading. The Lord helped
me with this one time. I had to minister in conventions and camp meetings and I always dreaded it.
They would introduce me as an evangelist and I had to ask them to please do not do that. I am not an
evangelist, I have no special gifts as an evangelist and people come to hear me preach a revival when I’
ve never preached a revival. How many know you’ll hear about 10,000 evangelists and only hear
about two teachers. That’s right. The proportion is all out of balance. People think, when a Bible
teacher is coming, that he is some kind of an evangelist. No, not at all. His vocation isn’t that at all.
Why has God said that He is placing in the church pastors, preachers and evangelists if there is no
difference between them. Why didn’t He just say He was placing into the church a lot of Christian
workers? He doesn’t do that because He says there is a specific ministry for each one of them.
The evangelist comes to work on the unbelievers and the sinners to present Jesus to them and to bring
them into the light and give the little lambs their birth and bring them into the fold and give them first a
little elementary teaching. His work in the world is with sinners to try and bring them into a
relationship with God.
The pastor takes these sheep and begins to minister to them. He begins to feed them, direct them,
guard them and guide them. Entirely different ministry, but very necessary. He has to be a shepherd
over them, watching them, taking care of them.
Well, then a teacher comes in. He’s not the preacher there and he’s not the evangelist. What is he
then? He is what God has called teachers, who are to open the Word of God and bring Spiritual reality
into a living consciousness in the hearts and lives of those who are hungry for it or who have capacity
for it.
Now, many Christians, hundreds of them, have no special capacity for anything past salvation, the
baptism, healing and a few miracles, and then they are all finished. There are thousands of folks like
that. Then there are others who have an urge and a desire for something more in God and they are
trying to battle their way through these old patterns and trying to find, if there is a reality in the things
of God, in the Spirit , in the Word. So some of us have to come in and help those who have a hunger
and thirst for a deeper understanding of the things of God.
Now all of us have a certain potential for spiritual gifts. Potential spiritual qualifications. We are not
made the same. We are not geared the same. There are some who have a certain aptitude. The old
French mystics, teachers and scholars entered into what I call the realm of spiritual living. We have a
few scholars who have lived in that field. They are not recognized because they are called mystics or
unpractical; some kind of doers that live around Moonies. Well, that shows the ignorance of people.
They don’t know anything about them. When you don’t know anything about people like that, keep
still. You only display your ignorance.
Not long ago somebody said to me, “Have you ever heard of Follette? He’s kind of like a mystic, he’s
not very practical.” That amused me. I thought, has he ever seen my hands? How many know I have
very square hands, they are not tapering. Enough said for that, so you’ll know my language. I thought,
you follow me around two weeks and you’ll find out if I’m practical or not. But you see, they have an
idea that if you delve into anything of spiritual nature past the baptism, then you have become
impractical and sort of mystical.
Now listen, I’ve moved in this realm for over 50 years and I have never found one thing in there that
contradicts the practical living life. Not at all. I’ve never found anything in that realm that contradicts
the fact that we are still walking here in the flesh and eat potatoes and beans, and should be able to tell
our right hand from our left. Do you know the trouble is, without knowing this field or knowing what
these teachers are trying to do, to salvage out of Christendom, not out of the world, the evangelist
salvages sinners out of the world, a teacher salvages spirits out of a church. How many get it or don’t
you get it? I’m not salvaging sinners out of the world. I’m salvaging lovely spirits that I contact over
the face of this earth out of Christianity to bring them into what God wants. I get some out of Pentecost
and some out of churches. I get them from every region, because there’s that aptitude, the French
word is “attray” and that’s a good word. And you will find that in a soul. I’ll say, “Oh, there’s a certain
‘attray’ in you.” How do you know? I know, we’ve talked about it and I just know. Now come on.
I believe if you’re really honest with God, He will lead you and feed you and culture and bring that little
potential spiritual life in you into the thing that He wants. Now don’t be frightened if you don’t turn out
to be a Francis of Assisi or a Madame Guyon. Don’t be worried. You are supposed to be the person
whom God sees you to be. That is all. Now when the Holy Spirit begins to work with you, offer to Him
with all the abandonment that you have, that little “attray,” that aptitude, that urge, that little hunger,
just that little flickering hunger for more of God, more of God. Cultivate that. That to me is the most
choice thing in you. Why? Because it is the root, THE ROOT, of all the possibilities of the ages to
come are hidden potentially in that little quivering urge in your heart. You know that, or don’t you
know that? Well, that’s true.
As I said yesterday, all we will carry over into the next realm is the amount of spiritual life, vision,
understanding, the amount of spiritual opening, alertness, awareness - the amount of that spiritual life
that we have, that’s what we carry over into the next age. God begins to work with us from that angle.
When we are translated or brought in, we are not matured, He takes us exactly where we are now. If
you were a babe in Christ, translation never makes you into a matured saint. Neither does death,
because God has a law that governs in that field just as much as the law of gravitation. I want you to
know that because it is scripture. That is why Paul taught so earnestly as he did. He’s called a great
missionary, but how many know his great field was that of a teacher. Absolutely. I know he was a
missionary but underneath all that there was the most profound urge and drive in that man that had
been pushing its way even while he was yet in that old Judistic sect. That little curiosity that brought
him down to see Stephen stoned and all that. How many can see yet there was a little urge in there.
Though he’d had all that training he thought he’s go see what these Christians were like. How many
know he got caught?
Well, keep on and praise God and maybe you’ll get caught. It would be good if you got caught with this
little hunger that is in your heart, this little urge. This has to be trained and educated. When we go,
don’t let these funny feelings which are so deceptive side track you. When Jesus comes and takes us
home, all He can possibly take home is what we have acquired here of spiritual value. Flesh and blood
cannot enter or inherit the kingdom. It does not. It’s all of spiritual value. But, the fact that I am